2010
2010 was a great year...
my hair has finally grown in thank you so much Dr. Crawford :)
my confidence (compared to the year before that definitely) was boosted
I was able to take an amazing trip to California :) thanks to my cousins <3
became closer with a lot more people, met some people at the end of the year, who may or may not have been nice to me...the truth is I had a lot of dreams about them haha.
I was also able to buy a prom dress :) its really simple but at least it fits and I didn't spend that much money on it, unlike a lot of other people I know.
started school which may have not been the best, school sucks...trying to get far in life sucks...I have to sleep early later because I'm taking HSPA's tomorrow :( good luck to me..
I would like to say that I have grown more mature but self evaluation was never my thing...I'm more of a person who is constantly in denial, or if I really want to make my self feel better, a girl just doing things that seem right at certain moments. I'm still scared of a lot of things though, the greatest fear being rejection, in all aspects of life...friendships, school, and family relations.
I realized today that I don't really like to go to family parties because I fear the feeling of being left out. It's really my fault, for being left out, maybe if I had just gone to family parties more, people would be forced to talk to me? perhaps that is the solution, but there are always two sides with everything. I don't want to hurt myself when I find out they don't want to put the same kind of effort I will to feel the feeling of being in a family where no one is left out... colleges have started sending everyone letters, emails, and SATs are fast approaching,
my hair has finally grown in thank you so much Dr. Crawford :)
my confidence (compared to the year before that definitely) was boosted
I was able to take an amazing trip to California :) thanks to my cousins <3
became closer with a lot more people, met some people at the end of the year, who may or may not have been nice to me...the truth is I had a lot of dreams about them haha.
I was also able to buy a prom dress :) its really simple but at least it fits and I didn't spend that much money on it, unlike a lot of other people I know.
started school which may have not been the best, school sucks...trying to get far in life sucks...I have to sleep early later because I'm taking HSPA's tomorrow :( good luck to me..
I would like to say that I have grown more mature but self evaluation was never my thing...I'm more of a person who is constantly in denial, or if I really want to make my self feel better, a girl just doing things that seem right at certain moments. I'm still scared of a lot of things though, the greatest fear being rejection, in all aspects of life...friendships, school, and family relations.
I realized today that I don't really like to go to family parties because I fear the feeling of being left out. It's really my fault, for being left out, maybe if I had just gone to family parties more, people would be forced to talk to me? perhaps that is the solution, but there are always two sides with everything. I don't want to hurt myself when I find out they don't want to put the same kind of effort I will to feel the feeling of being in a family where no one is left out... colleges have started sending everyone letters, emails, and SATs are fast approaching,
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