Yes, I'm the girl without one still, and I most likely won't have one if I don't ask someone myself...but that's not really what this post is supposed to be about....I'm honestly considering going with Nick, his girlfriend did suggest it, right? The one thing I want the most right now, though is not someone to ask me, but for a certain person to tell me how wrong it would be for me to go with Nick, whether or not Jess suggested it, I just want to feel like this person cares, you did it for my cousin and your best friend, why can't you do it for me? You told me that after all these years you expected us to have the kind of relationship where we were comfortable with each other, so how come you haven't told me how you felt about that suggestion. As far as I'm concerned, I have always been at that point in our friendship. I told you in your birthday card that you tell me not what I want to hear, but what I need to hear, which is true, that wasn't a lie, you did, but you only did it once, what about every other time? Do you not care anymore? Are you getting tired with me?